Goodreads Fiddling With Itself 3 Weeks in Data Migration: A Promised Land
10/20/25
Still don't have access to this book. This is the second time in multiple locations this book has made its way to me in affordable form and then only months after is just gone. I still haven't been able to read this book. That said, the answer is not to make it affordable to someone profoundly financially abused, it is to stop financially abusing them. So if the Obama administration is involved in that, maybe this outcome that it's essentially not getting a voice is justice. Don't pretend to be of greater intelligence then commit financial abuse. That's other-handicapping. That's found on the low, low, low intelligence levels, especially if you want this person to hear you. That's a no. I have tons of cognitive flexibility. You don't have it for me, I'm not finding it for you no matter how much you try to get your voice in.
The whole "there but for the grace of God go I" is just pathetic. You went there. You have been there. I read Michelle's biography. You have been there. You have no right to be saying that. Similarly to their mocking or making fun of Les Miserables. It is the French Revolution that drove the principles of the American Constitution as it stands. There would be no Obama without the French Revolution and here they are resenting it and mocking it. That shows real signs of narcissism that can't be ignored.
You don't want to see Anne Hathaway starving with a baby, guess what, we don't need to hear about how people can't put down payments. Get it together. It's the same crap. Just extreme narcissism that they think they're upper class and invulnerable while trying to blast open housing policy and then the whole thing is just getting destroyed.
Anyway.
Deutsche is racist. They funded this guy's birther. Then they tried to sanction him into doing their bidding. Merkel was a part of this. She is siding up to and making apologies for Bush. I will never understand that from her. I will never understand it. This was a marked improvement even where its housing policy is extremely suspicious (down payments are part of the culture of why an area is stable and safe, I don't know anyone halfway decent who struggles with the ecological logic here; I don't think excessive down payments are right, in fact I think too much is just as bad as none, but that said if you can't demonstrate commitment to preservation you should not be allowed into a delicate ecology... it's like detecting an invasive species that can't hit the balance in time) that fixed a lot of the issues of the Bush administration that literally took out Germany's economy too. And yet Deutsche really went and funded his birther. I get Merkel doesn't have control of Deutsche but she definitely was involved in treating him like Greece at certain points. Is this just Navalny syndrome? Is literally better for you than the guy who looks like you but you literally back that much money on just looking similar? That is some stunted homophilia going. Usually that is a symptom of profound cognitive inflexibility issues. Think. Analytically. Who. In. Principle. Is. More. Like. You. Not how they look or what their gender is or crap like that. It's just stunted. Maybe that's why it's warm to Bush. I'm sorry but that's just stunted.
10/18/25
Tons of false reports in large volume over a relatively short amount of time is basically trying to weaponize the police to get a Jonesing fix met but here the fix is a person. Fits all the signs of it being the neural equivalent of a narcotic addiction. Trying to get the police to bring them back in to fix Jonesing where they're addicted to the person. You need to investigate and remove a large volume of false reports. Apparently in native communities this is standard practice to punish a highly needed person who tries to leave the community. They just launch a huge tirade of false accusations and attacks to force them to come back. That's not ok. Money is how you keep someone doing something. If you can't pay, go away. You have no right to someone's time or presence unless they voluntarily want to help. You have no right to use the police to get your Jonesing need met. I'm not kidding. People who can't pay $5 sitting there making false reports all day Jonesing. Just. Gross. Really feeling Canadian these days on how much I really don't like Americans who do things like that.
10/18/25
In addition to the mental illness of even potentially stealing, mugging and blasting people from a "I really don't have it" Israeli forces "you cease, we fire" flunk, I'm talking mental illness so bad they are hyperfixated. on. literal. stickers. on phones. computers. and cars.
I mean being given a free "Free Palestine" sticker, and then magically around this time suddenly being given "free" therapy, but a $1,000 repair shows up that magically disappears with the sticker and cancelling the therapy. Yeah, your repairs don't magically disappear. They gave the "fixed times" signature and it was clearly a lie to attempt to charge someone for supporting Palestine. My phone that suddenly "blacked out" had an "end Israeli apartheid" sticker. Telltale projective identification misery with how some of these Zionist guys look on this. Like damn, some of the worst projective identification you will see in your life. I was also given a free decoration from Free Palestine activists. I lost that one, but later replaced it. The replacement wasn't even from Free Palestine nor did it suggest anything Free Palestine, but targetting started right when that happened like they now had with cognitive rigidity identified it with that movement and the targetting of my vehicle started then too, with apparently an excess of illegal false reports about my driving that the weak local area apparently really started falling to. Just because someone illegally and constantly false reports someone to try to control them does not mean you fall for it. It means you investigate and remove who is falsely reporting. The charge suggested this Musk infestation for somewhere where it was not relevant at all. So many signs suggested his infestation and 0 understanding of the local ecology, really like an invasive species that had spent 0 time with the local history, how it actually naturally behaves, and who is who at the state level. I've only seen on this Zuckerberg and Musk rot trying to infest in from a gaming perspective. Literally half the globe absolutely hates them for this kind of disrespect from low ecological intelligence to the established socioecological features in various nations. Autism is a disability. The immediate disregard of this is a feature of how it is disabling. It's not a joke. It is causing real reactions across the world that they don't accept this feature of autism is disabling.
Way too much Zionist cross stench between Musk and Zuckerberg. What, did I need "free" covertly paid for therapy for just basically supporting Free Palestine? Yeah, that's a political position I have every right to have, not a mental illness. Stench of Zuckerberg on that where everything is therapy. No. People need money, to be able to read books about Palestine, and to be free of a man with no ecological awareness or respect for how nations got to where they are over CENTURIES trying to just game into these delicate systems like an invasive species in 4 days. Similar fixation on trying to get me to call 911 or the police, that's also a stench of Zuckerberg thing, making fun of all that to feel better about himself how that's all he would do and to feel better about himself that the government that Israel gets its coffers from is still being used and strong.
Other fixations were on a "take no prisoners" sticker with a "pirate life" crossbones. It was smashed unnecessarily off the back of the vehicle. There was no way in from the top that would have been of any use, it was from the side windows. Then all of the content was thrown out like everything I'm hearing about Israeli forces and how they really don't have it in Palestine, unable to even hold a ceasefire like someone who. really. doesn't. have it. They need to be paid like someone who really. doesn't. have. it. Especially if most of their money is coming from the US coffers. I am a US citizen. This is happening in the United States to a US citizen, not a Palestinian, using largely US reserve and federal money. This was preceded by the car issues where different key positions were giving false battery, gas, and engine notices, like a "car tapping" situation. Then on October 10, 2025 at Oktoberfest suddenly in a crash that did not involve in the back of my vehicle window it's all smashed off. This is preceded by "Jail and Justice" take a vote signs all along the roads I drove.
These people are this weak and this desperate to have a conversation that isn't being had. It's an establishment of a position. I'm not changing it if someone votes differently against it. I'm not Angela Merkel for the last effing time. I'm not AOC for the last effing time. They give a sht about such a horrific people. You are lucky to have AOC. I would have quit, laughed and thrown up in everyone's face if I went through what she went through. I'm like the Deutsche of estrogen. I don't give a sht what direction you want me to really give a sht in I decide autonomously. This constituency is lucky to have her. I don't understand why or how she puts up with such horrific treatment and torture. They are so lucky to have her and don't deserve her. I'm not a saint like that. I don't give a sht. I'm not interested in aligning with a constituency like that. I would literally vomit on these people. You're lucky for that. I don't. I don't answer to a constituency that can't even donate $5. I don't think that's worth anything. There are exceptions and anomolies in that constituency that are worth it, but as it stands I'm anarchist and it's because of the constituency being disgusting enough to look away while a little girl was raped in a Motel 6 and then when fighting out the trafficking rot while she literally begged to God and anybody that came into the room they can't even donate $5. That constituency is worth literally nothing to me for looking away from that and doing nothing to help. I'm not sorry. Not all constituencies are like that, but this one is. I don't give one sh*t how it votes. I'm not Angela Merkel. It's not going to change my position to stay aligned with them. Punching it off is not going to change my position for a horrific monster constituency that does nothing when a little girl is chained to a toilet and can't even donate $5 to fight out the cultural, economic and professional rot that even let it get that far. These are not my people. They can't even basically fund me. They can't even basically help me fight a horrific rot where a little child not even in the double digits was chained to a toilet being raped by grown adult men at a Motel 6 in the Seattle area and the whole area. Did. Nothing. Not. A. Constituency. Whose. Opinion. I give. A shit. About. Not all constituencies are like that, but that one absolutely is. I don't care how it votes after seeing that. I'm not changing my position on how it votes after seeing it. I don't want to be aligned with it after seeing that. I'm not Angela Merkel. The constant comparisons need to stop. I don't change according to the vote when I have nothing but contempt for a constituency that not only wouldn't do anything on their own to fight something like that, but then can't even donate $5 to help fight out the trafficking rot and all the insidious ways it got its tentacles into the culture in the area.
I am not. Kidding. This crap is this insane, hyperfixated, and pathetic. There's nothing "revolutionary" about taking a vote.
This isn't a conversation. It is an establishment of someone's opinion.
If I didn't know better the similarities to domestic violence punching things in is congruent with my also writing a review of Elon's book that has also been constantly around my path. I've never read it and don't want to because of exactly this violating, disrespectful behavior. If someone is punching your crap because you say no, that's a rapist. And if they're doing it in "roof tapping" ways only seen by Israeli forces in Palestine, as usual, I reiterate he is part of covert Zionist operations in the US and all his behavior has the same "we really don't have it" behavior seen on the Israel forces in Palestine that can't even ceasefire. That is a "we really don't have it" moment, and it shouldn't even be ABLE to say "I'm cost insensitive". It shouldn't have enough funding to even be able to be cost insensitive if they're this covert, this hyperfixated, this rapey, this compulsive, this relevant to new circuitry about abuse addiction being like narcotic addiction, this violent, and this censoring to the point you can't even read books about it. Because that would be funding a genocide, ironically the only reason Israel even gets any funding; to navigate the effects of genocide. If being victims of genocide is the only reason they get that funding, and then they're actively committing it, they are losing every reason they're getting any of it.
Woman's channel? Got a problem with it. Why? It's a woman, and they're addicted to compulsive abuse of women. Independent? That's not congruent with my dependent personality disorder where I will never be that independent. It's compulsive, narcotic-like dependency and addiction to abuse.
They really don't have it. They're this mentally ill. These Israeli forces and people are this covert, this hyperfixated, this narcissistic, and this mentally ill. All. The stench. of Zuckerberg not f*cking off and hiding behind an antisemitic line when he is that. disrespectful. to gentiles. NO. The answer is NO. Like 75% of the world governments who vomit at being gamed by some man who spends 0 time with the relevant factors and just wants to see himself in a position of domination, the answer is NO.
Treating everything like Zuckerberg hospital. You have one hospital. Your hospital. Get. Away. From. People. Like. Me. The answer. Is. No.
If someone wants to "punch your lights out" for saying no, that is a violent. rapist. You have every right to say no. You should get 0 punishment.
Projective identification on the "Ugly Truth" crap all day with this Zionist crap. Did your corporate attempt to sh*t down the line work today to make you feel better about yourself Zuckerberg? Oh no, you still feel bad about yourself, the aggressive projective identification of your aesthetic issues didn't resolve your deep-seated feelings of being ugly? Oh who would've guessed. Like damn, just "how bout now" with some tattoos and hipster glasses like everyone else.
10/17/25
What is up with the mafia valorization from Obama? Seriously?
Anyway, this is another book that about mysteriously 2 weeks after getting it, another violent accident happens that keeps me from reading it. The title is similar to an excellent work by a Palestinian author who I have met directly, and where there's some questions and issues surrounding the coincidences there.
Here is a list of all the recent books since 2024 (literally in one year's time) I have tried to read about Palestine or related to it that have been surrounded by muggings, thefts, and violent accidents that have prevented me from reading it. I mean extreme violence just. reading. books. about. this.
One Hundred Years War on Palestine A Promised Land (JUST got this from the discard pile at the library I wouldn't say more than a week ago) Hamas
DANG. WHOA. HOLY. HORRIFIC.
They are really trying to use extreme violence to get me behaviorally off this. WHOA.
WHOA.
In any case, Obama has a problem valorizing the mob. Stop doing that. I'm reading a paper that shows it acts just like a pathogen.
"The immune system is a multifaceted defense system, and pathogens have evolved numerous molecular strategies to evade its wrath, including methods that resemble more the devious tactics of organized crime than those of traditional warfare, such as setting up fronts to conduct covert operations, going undercover to infiltrate the opposite gang, and terrifying the enemy into admitting defeat (or committing Seppuku [aka forced suicide])" - Mafia Wars, 2010, The Scientist, Jef Akst.
Anyway, on the using violence to get people like me off of even READING about Palestine. Dang. Whoa. Back. Up. Holy horrific.